G1lius' Road to Triplenova

http://www.ted.com/talks/derek_sivers_keep_your_goals_to_yourself.html

So it seems this blog is like... the worst idea ever!

But my goal failed, and I don't really know what I'm going to do anyway, so I'll definitely can't tell you guys.
I'll just continue to post my progress here, where ever I may go.
I'm 1.2k down for the month now. I'm really losing confidence.
My w$SD is 52.35 on 5/10, and I'm down 3.15BB/100 over 2.3k hands.
I know variance is sick, but it's really starting to get to me.